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| Marathon race shirt taken with crappy phone camera |
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| Marathon medal. I actually really like it, shiny! Yeah, same crappy phone camera |
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| Back of shirt. And I still don't have a new phone |
Well, I survived!
That's a good thing, I think!
It's interesting to me
how each of us react to a race and how one can like it and yet another not so
much. When I was in California last summer climbing Mt. Whitney, I spent a
couple days with my sweet blogger friend, Meg,
and she hyped the Carlsbad Marathon, stating it was a great course and fairly
easy except for a big hill at mile 9. I was looking for a winter race to make
my marathon come-back and I love California and the beach so sure, why not!
I talked Tara and Marcia into
running the half marathon and we began making plans for a fun-filled girls'
weekend.
I, however, I actually
didn't care for the course much. And flat? HA! At least in
the view of my current sucky fitness level, I don't think there was one flat
spot on that entire course and it was anything but easy. But again,
that's most likely coming from my lack of adequate training. Though I wasn't
the only one who thought this.
Meg's husband drove us
around the course the day before the race when we hit the expo. Usually,
I love to know what the course looks like and what to expect, this is a big
mental boost for me, but all I could think of was dread as we wandered though
the miles. It didn't help I was sitting in the backseat of his truck and
sometimes get a little motion sickness in the spot. But all I could think
of was how miserable the course appeared.
I won't dive into the
events of the whole weekend, race reports can get rather length just to cover
the details of the actual race, but suffice it to say, even on a not so stellar
race course (in my view :)), I had a fantastic weekend. So without
further ado, here are some of the race details....
Meg was feeling pretty
sick leading up to the race but she gave it a the old girl scout try and her
and I stood at the start line in total pitch darkness (6am start) as I wondered
what the heck I was really going to tackle. Meg's husband is awesome.
AWESOME! He got up early with us and drove us to the start, stood
there with us in the freezing cold and thus I was able to wear my sweats until
the last minute and handed him my coat just before the gun went off. He's
seriously a great guy, despite having a truck which made me sick. :)
The marathon is a
relatively small race - something I didn't fully realize going into it because
when I read on the website it had 12,000 runners, I wasn't aware that 10,500 of
them were halfers (and they started an hour and a half later). So as I
stood there waiting for the gun to go off, I was in awe that I wasn't smushed
to death by a million runners. I had ample room to stretch, had I had the
foresight to do so, which I didn't. I'm not a huge fan of smaller
marathons, mostly because it can certainly get lonely out there in the second
half. Which this race did...and didn't. You'll understand more in a
bit.
National Anthem, hugs
to Meg, and off we go. 6am start makes for some very dark first miles and
I don't think it was until around mile 4 when it got light enough to see
anything. We've hit about 4 serious hills by this point and I was feeling
every single one of them. ugh. As the sun came up, though, the
clouds turned a magnificent orange and the waves crashing along side the route
made this my most favorite section of the whole 26.2 miles. I was only feeling
so-so, and could feel it.
At mile 6, the course
turns inland and away from the ocean, and I saw Meg's husband standing on the
bridge, right where he said he'd be. It was starting to warm up so I ran
off to the side and handed him my short sleeved shirt and we chatted for a bit.
He told me the course was now an out and back and I'd return back to this
point at mile 13. I took off and at this point turned on my iPod to
distract my so-so body from the hardest hills of the course to come at mile
8.5.
And it did, about mile
14.
At mile 13, I got to
the place where Meg's husband was earlier and he was not there. This told
me he either was on his way to see Meg further along the course, or Meg had
dropped out due to her illness (unfortunately, it was the former). I was
kinda of bummed to not see him, but onward I pressed. The part of the
course which I thought was the worst was from mile 13 - 15 where you do this
little finger out and back through an industrial park. Bleh. Half
way through this section, I just felt tired. And I knew the rest of the
race was going to start becoming a mental game.
At mile 15ish, the
full marathon merges with the half marathon and where I was previously out
there running alone-ish for the most part, I suddenly found myself in a mad
cluster of thousands. I positioned myself on the far left hand side since my
pace seemed to be a bit ahead of whatever waves of halfers I merged into.
And here's where the
suckiest part of the whole race occurred (well, one of them anyway). When
the halfers turned around to go back about mile 6.5 (they had one long out and
back course along the entire ocean front), I was on the far left side and I
never saw a sign telling the full marathoners to go straight so I turned with
the masses...but as I did so, something just didn't feel right because the mile
markers just weren't adding up in my head. Now, I'm not one to have good
math skills during a marathon, especially one I'm very ill-prepared for, but
something wasn't sitting right about turning here but I had no reason not to
believe I shouldn't and onward I went. I ran about a half mile when I saw
a group of people running backwards in the thick crowd and I thought to myself
I'd better join them because they all had white bibs on (white bib = full
marathon, blue bibs = half marathoners). I asked the pack going against the
mob of people if the marathoners were suppose to go straight at the turn and
they said someone further up told them to turn around and go back...so I joined
them and sure enough, when I got to the turn around point, there was an itty-bitty orange
sign with an arrow for the full to go straight. Having been on the inside
of the turn around, this was impossible for me to see. For the life of
me, I can't believe they didn't have a big overhang sign and someone with a
blow horn shouting this out. Major bummer! I think I ran about an
extra mile here, maybe a tiny bit less.
Now it's a 2
mile gradual downhill with a dip up before we turn around at mile 19.
This means, of course, a 2 mile gradual uphill. This gradual 2-mile
incline was the absolutely worse section of the race for me, despite it being a
gorgeous view along the coast. I was tired, and my lack of endurance training
was shining bright. I wasn't even enjoying the beauty of the ocean.
But I focused at the task at hand and finally got to the top of the hill
at mile 21 with my pace resorting to a snail's somewhere in the 11's. Of
course, there were more and more hills, just for good measure, and by mile 23 I
just decided it wasn't worth the pain anymore to keep shuffling through some
ridiculously slow miles, so I decided to walk some. This helped a lot as
I had a bit more strength and resorted to the walk/run until mile 25 where I
was able to hang on and run it in...slowly.
With about a half mile
to go, I started getting extremely emotional. All those painful foot
years prior started to flood my head. Boston 2010 where I had to hobble
for 24 miles in sheer heel agony. And here I was, running a whole
marathon with an entire new foot strike, and had absolutely NO pain. I
couldn't believe it, and I was starting to tear up (and thus, having problems
breathing - ha). I saw my dear friend, Mary (The
Running Green Girl), with about a quarter mile to go and she ran
with me to just before I turned off to shoot through the finish line.
When I saw her, I entirely lost it and the tears were flowing. Yeah, I'm
pretty sappy like that, such is life huh? Just before I crossed the
finish line, I saw Meg and her husband and she jumped out and gave me a huge
hug and told me how proud she was. Oh man, if I wasn't a mess before that
happened, you should have seen me then!!!
I crossed the finish
line in one of my slowest marathons ever.... with the biggest smile on my face
ever!!
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| Post race smiles! Meg and her hubby hugging in the background - love that!! :) |
The post-race food was lame, at best, and I grabbed my small bag
of food but really all I wanted was to get my stuff from gear check, which was
one big cluster f*&# of people. Omg, what a complete utter fail
on any type of organization here. I apologize to all those in line behind
me who I cut in front of!!! I'm sorry but I was so cold and that damn
line was NOT moving.and my legs were just aching to stand and not move and I
had to get my stuff NOW! (one guy in front of me said he waited an hour and 5
minutes in the gear check line. WTH???) Meg and her husband found
me eventually and soon, the big group of bloggers united to became one happy
group of race finishers! (I had been anxious to hear how my swim and workout
buddy Tara did, along with the others).
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| Meg, Irene, Me, Tara, Marcia (my medal is blue and the half marathoners is orange. Mine is also bigger, which might almost make up for the fact I had to suffer an extra mile (does that make me an ultra marathoner now??:)) due to lack of proper signage!! And for that crappy 2-mile hill at mile 19-21!. |
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| With Mary, The Running Green Girl :) |
Eventually, we made our
way back to Meg's house where warm pizza and a hot shower were waiting (thanks,
Meg and BS!). I took a picture of these gorgeous flowers near Meg's
house, and Mary managed to snap a lovely pic of my butt doing so....
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| What is this pink flower? Is looks like upside-down pink little trumpets. LOVE all the gorgeous flowers in California! |
Tara and I had to catch
a plane back home, but first post-race celebratory 7-11 Slurpees and a walk on the
beach ended the day......
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| Myself, Tara, Marcia |
I thought about so many
things out there in the long time it took me to cross that finish line. I
thought about my daughter, who called me the night before with more sadness in
her life....I thought surely I can suffer a few physically painful miles for all
the emotional pain she was currently suffering. I thought of Beth's cousin, who went out for a run and never came
home and how she'd never get to run again. I thought about losing my mom when I was 25 and how she
never got to see this part of me. I thought about how sometimes painfully
reserved me has been so lucky to have such special friendships formed through
this blog....
I thought about how far
I've come in the past year.
Jill
